Just Do It

We met with our caseworker on Friday.  We talked about E and we asked a zillion questions.  P and I have been very timid about asking E any questions and even side stepping a lot of the "baby"/"adoption" talk.  We didn't want E to think that was the only reason we were emailing with her.  Which is really silly, because of course we wouldn't have this relationship if we weren't both interested in adoption.  Our case worker told us we just need to go for it.  Just ask all the questions we have.  So we did.  We asked E our questions and we mentioned that we would love to meet.  As soon as I pressed send on the email, my heart started beating so fast.  I was sooooo nervous.  Thankfully, she replied right away (as she always does).  And she answered our questions with no problems and said she would really like to meet us too so when the time comes she would love that.  She said that she has made the decision to place and has started the paperwork.  She also said, if she were to choose us, she wouldn't be happier with her decision.  I don't think she's quite ready to make a decision, but hopefully she's getting closer, one way or the other.  And hopefully we'll be planning a trip soon to actually get to meet her!